January 2009
66 posts
“Every deep thinker is more afraid of being understood than of being...”
– Friedrich Nietzsche — Beyond Good & Evil (1886)
Gentle paranoia
2 blue photographs &
29 black & white songs
I want to conquer that world but
when you’re around
that doesn’t matter that much
I want to staple the headline
& make the deadlines
but when I wake up next to the world
it doesn’t matter that much (the it)
I want to watch her daring & unfrozen
but I forgot my matchbox & special tapdance
I want to drive your...
Circles
there is smoke coming
out of your skull
like from a broken car
you are burning
for more than you
asked for when
you asked yourself
in that way you do
not burning, but thinking
that maybe you are
really burning
and there will be ends
and final showdowns
but you already knew that
I am not after your soul
I am after you being
after mine and maybe
you can find it because
I forgot...
Doings & undoings
29/2/08
Intake
1 Handful of dry muesli
1 Small chocolate easter egg
1 Freon
1/2 Beef burgundy pie
1 Long black coffee
3 Forkfuls of rice w. mushroom sauce/olives
7 Cashew nuts
1.1 Large vege/tuna/cheese/pine nut wrap
2 VB stubbies
1 Tequila+coke
2 Half cigarettes
Output
-Walk to Kallista from Olinda and back
Money
-$9.40 Cigarettes, matches, easter eggs
~$15 Pie, tea,...
Paint modern life
Stripped of all excuses and outwards gazing telescopes,
the photograph in the Fine Art sense can be reduced to a fetish object.
Hanging, pinning, mounting, nailing, shooting.
The photo as a dead rape doll to penetrate with ones gaze, over and over.
Fetish Objects to occularly extract pleasure from, in the satisfaction of culturally determined variables
Vänners uppskattan av varandra
saknar dig med
vill älska med dig med
billy burroughs på vinyl
i bakgrunden
med stroboskop
och bilder av djur och avföring
och bungeejumping på väggarna,
täckta av majonäs
insmorda i mord och rökelse
flåsandes i varandras
sprängda trummhinnor
ögon som blöder
filmkameror överallt
lasse berghagen som
kommenterar i megafon
så starka
att vi sprängs
och världen går under
Photographs hate you
Why do I want the photograph to exist, when clearly it does not itself want to? I am taking the opportunity to speak for us, as a we, whether you agree with me or not. Bare with me. I want to talk about three different aspects of the photograph.
A photograph in its “photograph” form is dead; like a person buried and gone, the end of their life ‘finishing the sentence’, so to speak; an epithet....
At The Guess Of A Simple Hello
At the guess of a simple hello
it can all begin
toward crying yourself to sleep,
wondering where the fuck
she is.
—Richard Brautigan, Loading Mercury With A Pitchfork
money last week of april first week of may 08
+898 left
-380 rent
=518
for two weeks
518/14 = 37 (per day)
if I live on 22 per day, that saves 15 per day for 2 weeks:
37 - 22 = 15
15 x 14 = 210 (total to pay back CW)
left - rent - payback =
898 - 380 - 210 = 308
308 / 14 = $22/day for two weeks
cumbersome.txt
ones body is such a cumbersome thing
doesn’t it make the birds sing
we waited for it all last spring
only two eyes and
only ten fingers
the autumn feeling lingers
if one strays from evolutions path
the only way out is a cumbersome bath
The Long Con
Candace Pert, Ph.D
Holder of patents for modified peptides
Ramtha
Master Teacher - Ramtha School of Enlightenment
Channeled by JZ Knight
“Write by WASTE. The government will open it if you use the other. The dolphins...”
– Pynchon
